Have you ever wondered?

I've come across this book. the title is La tahzan: Jangan Bersedih. And Alhamdulillah i have come by it. And now, dah tak rasa sedih anymore.

Yeah, this book but diff cover.

Among the things that are i can highlight in that book is that we have to be really thankful towards everything in our life and one more thing is that, for what ever that we lose, with sabar, Allah will give us something much better.

I've come by an old friend of mine and he showed me the book and i was like, MashaAllah, how 'He' plans everything. Before i go to the points, how that night went not like how i planned it turns out to be the best plan ever (Allah's plan). Thanks Raushan for sharing the book.

And back to the points, the first point to be exact. Alhamdulillah i broke up with her. Its not that a party betrayed another party or anything, its just that we didn't work out. She is an awesome girl and her name is Hazwani. Alhamdulillah i broke up and after 9 months, i can now start to walk again. I can appreciate my family for the support they gave me and how they calmed me down. And i can also bersyukur that i have friends, all of them who were by me at the time of need. Maybe what happened between her and me is a lesson for me to never underappreciate anyone else in my life.

And now that she has moved on, I can be sure that he is better for her. And now, with sabar, i would find someone better than her. And now, i knew what i would look for in a girl, i respect girls more than ever and that i can enjoy life and being in this state of single-dome without any remorse. The best lesson for me was, maybe, just maybe that with losing her, i lost my old self only to be replaced by a newer, better me.

This break up has been much more of a spiritual journey now and everything feels magical. Its a lesson that thank god happens to me now, then it to happen later in life.

At this moment, everything feels better and feels like everything is in place. Who we are right now, the conditions we are in, everything is for a reason and there is hikmah for everything. Its just a matter of time and heart whether we see the hikmah. I lost a love only to have feel even more loved.