Morning walk

HUWAAA!!! Bangun pagi awal rasa boring pula. So, I went out and jalan-jalan kat tasik. It was a serene morning. Asyik enjoy pagi-pagi kat katil je, this time kita tukar ke luar pula.

Orang main taichi

Sampah! Makes me weep seeing this.

Makciks enjoying some poco-poco.

Mak ajar saya main bola macam Messi boleh?

Memang terbaik!!!

Have you ever wondered?

I've come across this book. the title is La tahzan: Jangan Bersedih. And Alhamdulillah i have come by it. And now, dah tak rasa sedih anymore.

Yeah, this book but diff cover.

Among the things that are i can highlight in that book is that we have to be really thankful towards everything in our life and one more thing is that, for what ever that we lose, with sabar, Allah will give us something much better.

I've come by an old friend of mine and he showed me the book and i was like, MashaAllah, how 'He' plans everything. Before i go to the points, how that night went not like how i planned it turns out to be the best plan ever (Allah's plan). Thanks Raushan for sharing the book.

And back to the points, the first point to be exact. Alhamdulillah i broke up with her. Its not that a party betrayed another party or anything, its just that we didn't work out. She is an awesome girl and her name is Hazwani. Alhamdulillah i broke up and after 9 months, i can now start to walk again. I can appreciate my family for the support they gave me and how they calmed me down. And i can also bersyukur that i have friends, all of them who were by me at the time of need. Maybe what happened between her and me is a lesson for me to never underappreciate anyone else in my life.

And now that she has moved on, I can be sure that he is better for her. And now, with sabar, i would find someone better than her. And now, i knew what i would look for in a girl, i respect girls more than ever and that i can enjoy life and being in this state of single-dome without any remorse. The best lesson for me was, maybe, just maybe that with losing her, i lost my old self only to be replaced by a newer, better me.

This break up has been much more of a spiritual journey now and everything feels magical. Its a lesson that thank god happens to me now, then it to happen later in life.

At this moment, everything feels better and feels like everything is in place. Who we are right now, the conditions we are in, everything is for a reason and there is hikmah for everything. Its just a matter of time and heart whether we see the hikmah. I lost a love only to have feel even more loved.

This song really gets me

well, there is this someone who really means a lot to me but in life, we don't always get what we want. this song just says it all.. figure out what the song means. and for those who have a special someone in their lives, maybe u would like to give them this song. as well as if you have a special someone but you cant say what you feel towards them.

Bullet For My Valentine - Road to Nowhere

Tired and lonely still we stand

On a road to nowhere

Trapped in a world of endless days,

My engine's stalling (Road to nowhere)

Body and mind are breaking down

On a road to nowhere

Destiny silent, hear no sound

As I wait forever.

Farewell, I'll miss you

I'm sick of these goodbyes

'Cause it tore us apart right from the start

I miss you

Feelings have failed me

Left me cold

On this road to nowhere

(Road to Nowhere)

Dreams are my saviors,

Save me now,

'Cause I know I'm fallin' (Oh yes)

Farewell, I'll miss you

I'm sick of these goodbyes

'Cause it tore us apart right from the start

I miss you

Candles burn slowly,

Flames shine so brightly

Light in the darkness,

Save me from madness again

Only the lonely,

could possibly know me

Heat keeps on rising,

Fire engulfs me again

KEEPS ON RISING

Farewell, I'll miss you

I'm sick of these goodbyes

'Cause it tore us apart right from the start

I miss you

Farewell, I'll miss you

I'm sick of these goodbyes

'Cause it tore us apart right from the start

I miss you

I dedicate this song to her

Hardcore pon nak jiwang gak

here are three songs to put into consideration... satu is escape the fate - something, the used - empty with you and lastly lagu story of the year - until the day i die.

well, if btau everything here xbrapa best laa.. try laa dgr.. well, these three songs hav really shown how i felt lately.. ada la sumthing yg got me very hard.. its been a stressful two weeks and i gotta move on.

here are a few lines that really caught me

-if u wanna say goodbye to everyhting i cud say goodbye to, i cud be right here empty with you-

-until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you-

-And now you wish that you met someone, and now u wish that you meant something to somebody else-

Lets go!!!

This is the first entry. woohoo!!!! never imagined i cud talk myself into doing this. but i am awfully bored and xtau nak buat apa. mostly becuz i am sick today.

went to the clinic and found out my astma was maybe caused by stres.. pergh.. ni yg kna siapkan FYP cpat2 ni.. ada dua parameter lagi nk siap.. ada satu point in one parameter tersilap so kna la buat balik for one point. that is all for this tym.. cough* cough*. need to rest....